|
After Tribe dissolved, I hooked
up with HeadBelt. HeadBelt was initially a side project made up of
the 3 core members of a Raleigh-based band called Down Cycle. They
were writing music that was, what they considered, too heavy for
Down Cycle and were looking to do something a little more with the
music
than
just
jam
on it.
Initially, this seemed like the ideal band. They seemed receptive
to the idea of collaborating and working together democratically.
Also, the other guitarist played a 7-string; I had also wanted to
play in a band with another 7-string player.
Shortly after I joined,
we found a singer and started playing out. We played
a few shows, but things moved pretty slow. Shows were few, the recording
that we talked about (lots of talking was done) never got completely
finished and the website was never
done. Songwriting was also a very slow process. Of the 10 songs we
were
playing, 9
of them we pretty much done when I joined so only 1 new song was
written in about 6 months.
Sadly my initial hopes of an ideal band were dashed. Lots of decisions
were made by the 'committee'; I felt as though I was
only asked an opinion just so I didn't feel left out. Also, my input
on collaboration of music was pretty much non-existent. Every idea
I presented went no where.
In Nov05, the 'committee' decided I wasn't 'fit' to
be in HeadBelt any longer. No warning, no prior discussion; just
a 'democratic' decision to ask me to leave.
In retrospect, I'm actually thankful for being asked to leave. My friends
never really dug the vibe of the personalities and thought it sounded like
a Tool rip-off. Also, the lack of openness to my ideas was starting to
take its toll on my happiness
|