I awoke last night soaking wet
Sheets were drenched in a cold-blooded sweat
Fists were clenched and my mind distorted
Filled with a million thoughts that can’t be sorted

Nightmares haunt my dreams
I can’t control the horrible screams
From being tormented in unspeakable ways
The fires agonizing my soul are ablaze

It’s impossible to clearing think
My mind is volatile, I’m on the brink
I feel so helpless as my psyche corrodes
What more can I do as I erode?

Caught between heaven and hell
Lately it’s getting more difficult to tell
All I have left is a fingertip hold
And I know that I’ll fall if I try to remove this blindfold

It’s impossible to clearing think
My mind is volatile, I’m on the brink
I feel so helpless as my psyche corrodes
What more can I do as I erode?

I try and keep my secret trying not to let it show
I’m just not ready to let it be known
It’s becoming more of a struggle day after day
To live in the ruin of my slow decay

It’s impossible to clearing think
My mind is volatile, I’m on the brink
I feel so helpless as my psyche corrodes
What more can I do as I erode?